...as I did last night. I tried to reach out to several people, friends and family, and was met with silence. I was hurting and nobody could be bothered.
I'm tired of being the rock that everybody leans on, the ear that everybody talks to and the toy that is so easy to forget about.
I can only be the strong one for so long until I crumble and right now my life is like a flaky pastry. I'm tired, I'm sick and I want to be selfish but my conscience won't let me. Maybe these words will.
I'm often asked why I prefer the company of non-human animals to the human variety, your answer is in the words above.
My lovely Stacy, you need never be alone. I will always be here for you - at the drop of a hat I can come annoy you, sit still or lend a shoulder. XX
ReplyDeleteSorry, can't even get your name right - please don't smack me! Stacey. There.
ReplyDeleteWhy didn't you call????
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